Online bullshit.

Last night, some guy, girl or whatever the gender of that person is, messaged me in my YM..he/she's not even in my list and she's claiming that I know him/her. He/She even called me 'SIS' for that matter! gaaad. I even thought he's a guy because he's insisting that I showed him myself in webcam doing 'whatever' stuff that I don't even know! my goodness.

I don't even give my YM ID to people I don't know...

This is one good example of online bullshits. Below is a YM conversation that my messenger automatically saved. And I will not change the YM ID of that person below. and because I'm a better bitch when I'm bitched at...I'm showing everyone how big of an asshole this person is.

People...don't you have anything better to do with your mundane life?

Pam (9:23:24 PM): do I know you?

babytot_uno (9:23:31 PM): yeah

babytot_uno (9:23:33 PM): you know me

babytot_uno (9:23:48 PM): you added me in ur friendster

Pam (9:23:49 PM): I don't know what you're talking about

babytot_uno (9:23:58 PM): ikaw talaga pam

Pam (9:24:03 PM): huh?

babytot_uno (9:24:05 PM): tagal ko lang hindi nagparamdam

babytot_uno (9:24:12 PM): ah ok

Pam (9:24:25 PM): what's your friendster ba? you're not here in my YM list

babytot_uno (9:24:28 PM): hindi mo ba alam yung sinasabi ko?

Pam (9:24:34 PM): nope

babytot_uno (9:24:36 PM): na nagshow ka sakin?

Pam (9:24:36 PM): I have no idea

babytot_uno (9:24:39 PM): are you sure?

babytot_uno (9:24:43 PM): you have no idea?

babytot_uno (9:24:45 PM): are you sure?

Pam (10/27/2007 9:24:47 PM): I'm definitely sure.

babytot_uno (9:24:48 PM): 100%? sure?

babytot_uno (9:24:51 PM): ah ok

babytot_uno (9:24:56 PM): pasa ko sa friends mo yung caps mo

babytot_uno (9:24:59 PM): na nagshow ka

Pam (9:25:05 PM): I don't know you. who are you ba?

babytot_uno (9:25:06 PM): definitely sure pala

babytot_uno (9:25:12 PM): no its ok

babytot_uno (9:25:20 PM): hindi mo pala alam sinsabi ko

babytot_uno (9:25:30 PM): e1 ko lang maging reaction ng close friends mo

Pam (10/27/2007 9:26:07 PM): my goodness. I don't know you and what you're talking about. I don't even give my YM to people I don't know

babytot_uno (9:26:21 PM): ok lang

babytot_uno (9:26:25 PM): nag finger ka lang naman sa cam

babytot_uno (9:26:27 PM): at nag model

babytot_uno (9:26:32 PM): anyway

Pam (10/27/2007 9:26:33 PM): what?!?!

babytot_uno (9:26:35 PM): w/face naman yun

babytot_uno (9:26:45 PM): kaya andun yung provement

babytot_uno (9:27:12 PM): kita naman dun yung bibig mo lol

Pam (9:27:17 PM): I don't know what you're talking about! then show me kung talagang totoo yang sinasabi mo!

babytot_uno (9:27:34 PM): just wait and see

babytot_uno (9:27:41 PM): sa reaction ng friends mo sa friendster

babytot_uno (9:27:55 PM): dun ko papasa sa mga close friend mo sa friendster na nag testi sayo

babytot_uno (9:28:01 PM): bakit ko papasa sayo

babytot_uno (9:28:05 PM): makikita mo rin pala yun

babytot_uno (9:28:24 PM): maganda yung mabibigla ka na lang

babytot_uno (9:28:30 PM): Hipon nga eh

babytot_uno (9:28:59 PM): wag ka na response

babytot_uno (9:29:01 PM): totoo naman

babytot_uno (9:29:04 PM): nag tataray ka pa

babytot_uno (9:29:06 PM): langya

Pam (10/27/2007 9:29:17 PM): hhhhhhmmmmm. let me guess. you're one of those people na wala magawa sa buhay nya kya nanggugulo ka ng iba?

babytot_uno (9:29:27 PM): let me guess?

babytot_uno (9:29:28 PM): huh?

babytot_uno (9:29:35 PM): nanggugulo?

babytot_uno ( 9:29:42 PM): scared?

babytot_uno (9:30:02 PM): hindi ako nanggugulo

babytot_uno (9:30:06 PM): totoo yun

babytot_uno (9:30:16 PM): any reaction?

Pam (9:30:23 PM): kung alam ko yang sinasabi mo eh di sana kanina pko nkarelate sayo. pero kasi di kita kilala eh. kung di rin lang maganda gagawin mo, sana pakialaman mo nalang sarili mong buhay

Pam (9:30:47 PM): totoo ba ang alin?! my goodness! you're giving me a few clues...damn.

babytot_uno (9:30:53 PM): ah show

babytot_uno (9:30:56 PM): nag show ka

babytot_uno (9:30:58 PM): sa webcam

babytot_uno (9:31:00 PM): oh my god

babytot_uno (9:31:04 PM): patay malisya

babytot_uno (9:31:06 PM): nwei

babytot_uno (9:31:24 PM): ill sendan ko na lang friends mo "close friends" ng konting copya

babytot_uno (9:31:29 PM): nagtataray ka pa

Pam (10/27/2007 9:31:35 PM): hay nko. wala ka naman maipakita eh

babytot_uno (9:31:36 PM): ma angas ka pa

babytot_uno (10/27/2007 9:31:45 PM): bakit intiersado ka

babytot_uno (10/27/2007 9:31:50 PM): 2muutuwad pa

babytot_uno (9:31:56 PM): share photo ko na lang

babytot_uno (9:32:00 PM): gawa ako new friendster

babytot_uno (9:32:03 PM): para hindi mo ko makilala

babytot_uno (9:32:10 PM): 2 copies lang naman meron ako

babytot_uno (9:32:14 PM): Tiles pic

Pam (9:32:25 PM): bakit takot ka makilala kita?

babytot_uno (9:32:29 PM): just wait and see

babytot_uno (9:32:45 PM): ikaw hindi ka ba takot?

Pam (9:33:10 PM): why should I be scared? eh di naman kita kilala...and lalong hindi ko alam mga pinagsasasabi mo.

babytot_uno (9:33:30 PM): hindi mo pala alam ha

babytot_uno (9:33:31 PM): ah ok

babytot_uno (9:33:35 PM): no time for u

babytot_uno (9:33:37 PM): just wait and see

babytot_uno (9:33:48 PM): have a nice year

babytot_uno (9:33:54 PM): maagang pamasko yan

Pam (10/27/2007 9:33:59 PM): no time for me? you just spent more than 1 minutes talking to me you ass.

babytot_uno (9:34:06 PM): i mean now

babytot_uno (9:34:10 PM): lol

babytot_uno (9:34:27 PM): my word is

Pam (9:34:38 PM): do what ever you want. it's not like I give a damn. buti sana kung totoo..wala ka naman maipakita. puro ka salita.

babytot_uno (9:34:45 PM): Just Wait And See

Pam (9:35:06 PM): wait and see YOUR FACE. leave me alone

babytot_uno (9:35:12 PM): oh sure

I swear to God I don't know what this bastard wants. I'm so sick and tired of these bored online people. Damn.

SO ALL OF YOU PEOPLE WHO THINK YOU KNOW ME..JUST FUCK AND FIST YOURSELVES..AND LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE.

My VAIN desktop

Tagged by Larry.

So the instruction says that you have to post a screenshot of your desktop, and so here's mine:

As you can see in my wallpaper...I'm obviously in love with myself :) whatelse...I have my twitter and ym applications, some private message windows...with larry in it. haha...and several browsers minimized... And I'm too lazy to tag someone else right now. haha ;p

One hell of a day!

A lot of stuff happened today...I don't even know where to start. my goodness.

But I'm just so excited to blog...so what the hell.

This is just going to be in random topics.

Anyway, went to school earlier this day just to submit my thesis editting form. It pissed me off so much because the time I spent travelling from home was way longer than the time I spent in school. Yes. My house is 1 hour and 30 minutes away from school with NO TRAFFIC involved. How sad right. Damn fcuk! and this is the day I started to surf the crimson wave, which I totally hate. it kept me awake the whole night. It hurts like hell.

surfin the crimson wave - menstruating. (just in case you don't know what it is.)

I just don't like rainy season. The umbrella didn't cooperate with me today. I went home looking like a dripping wet poodle. like seriously.

Reasons why I don't like rainy season:

1. It's so hassle to go out.
2. The coldness makes me horny, it's not even funny.
3. The gloomy weather makes me want to make love with my bed and pillows for hours.
4. I don't have anyone to cuddle with! *bitter mode*

I watched the noontime variety show Wowowee while eating lunch. Just noticed that everytime I watch the show, it's like I'm watching Maalaala Mo Kaya. All the contestants were crying, missing their loved ones, telling everyone how sad, hard and painful their lives are; like how one contestant sacrificed a lot, entered different kinds of job just to give her family a better life; how she risked everything just so she can join the show and bring home the bacon. I pitied her, then suddenly...I felt bad for all the whinnings that I did before, for not being contented with the good life that I have right now, that I should be happy because I'm so much blessed. I have a complete family, shelter, food, material stuff and most especially, education.

Oh dear. *insert sad-dramatic song here*

And it's so hard to live without Mom! She's away (like I said in my previous blog entry). I realized we don't any food left in the kitchen, (since I can't cook a decent meal-->it's freakin' embarrasing I know) so I decided to do the grocery. Goodness gracious! I went to the supermarket alone...for the first time! I don't even know what to buy and where to go first, I looked like a lost kiddo. Everyone was giving me the 'what-is-she-doing-here' look. Damn. I was begging my bestfriend hannah to go and help me, but she has other plans. Thank God I survived my first grocery day alone...

And so this is a long entry. haha. Me likey!

Glorietta 2 explosion...missing my mom and older sis...

I'm now scared of going to the mall because of the Glorietta 2 explosion last friday, October 19, 2007. Thank God I didn't pursue my plan of visiting my favorite mall that day. My ate (the older sister) texted me, because she was worried that me and my younger sis might be there during the explosion. Until now, the investigators and police officials are still looking for the main cause of it, some say it's a bombing, but the news said that there was no sign of anything related to a bomb..and now some text message is circulating, telling people that there will be a 'bombing' of well-known malls and establishments here in Manila by November 1! Oh geezus-mary-and-joseph. I hope it's not true. I swear, I'll pack my stuff and move to the US as soon an this text message is confirmed true.

Speaking of the the older sis, I missed her so much. She doesn't live with us anymore and I miss all the fun and fights we had together. But we still get to see her every other weekend. Anyway...she's planning to hire me for her business thing, ala-Andy Sachs of The Devil Wears Prada. Talk about being a personal assistant! hahaha, but she said that I get to wear those beautiful outfits and freebies and stuff...so it's a bit exciting for me..anyway...it's for my up-coming OJT next semester..I hope my professor would allow me to have my OJT somewhere besides those TV and Radio stations...and so I can put it in my resume. Oh. and I also miss Mom...she's away and will be back by Friday. So me and my younger sis is in-charge of everything here in the house since Dad is busy from work. One more sem to go baby and I'm finally going to graduate! Oh yeah! After almost 18 years of studying...deym. My mind is tired already.

Oh. yah. I'm a bit uncomfortable with the small PC monitor, Dad replaced our gigantic-ultra-clear monitor because the light or whatever you call that thing turned yellow and it hurts my eyes....damn. Nonsense. woohoo.

I know. this entry is a bit...uhhm....mild. hahaha. I'll keep my entries like that for the mean time. Watch out for my bitchy-crazy entries :D

Insecure people.

This is not going to be one of those detailed "oh-I-went-to-the-mall-today" happenings whatsoever shit blogs. Hell no. I just feel the need to spill everything I have in mind. I feel like a trapped soul already.

*insert sentimental background song here*

What a way to start the day...Laundry. yeah baby. I just realized that I don't have any clean undies, and to my horror...the mountain of dirty clothes welcomed me when I opened my bathroom door. for more than 2 weeks, I've been living like a girl in a dormitory. I blame it to that damn thesis. *thank God it's finally over.* So I had a general cleaning of my bedroom, which looks like a smokey mountain of garbage. it's disgusting, it's not even funny.

Did I just say this is not going to be one of those detailed blogs? naah :P

I browsed my favorite celebrity blog sites today, and read those horrible stuff people are saying to them using anonymous names. These people just learned how to use the computer and they're posting bullshits over the internet...damn those poor insecure assholes and bitches. Just because they are protected by the screen infront of them, they can post shitty things to anyone like they're so damn perfect. It really pisses me off whenever I come across this stuff. Fuck all of you.

Which reminds me...I used to have a hater at one of my online accounts. She sent me a message saying, "hoy! ang kapal ng mukha mo, papose-pose ka pa ng ganyan, laki naman ng bibig mo! ang pangit mo noh! sino ka ba?!", and I was like.."wtf?! excuse me, but I'm fully aware that my mouth is literally big and I don't have a problem with it."
To all of you insecure bitches out there, If saying shitty stuff about me makes you feel better, then go! If you hate me..damn! I don't need to know that!...it's not my problem anymore. As simple as that.

This is just one of the many..many anxieties that I have.

More to come :)

The need to start blogging.

Since my sembreak's totally gonna be boring, I decided to make an online journal where I can spill all the random angst..random whatever I have in mind. I don't care if my posts are going to be bitchy or over "blunt" for that matter. I will post whatever I want.

Why pinkchocolategirl? because I like the color pink *which represents the girly side of me* and chocolate is my comfort food. simple as that. no need to complicate things here.
And so...I will keep my first post short =)