Anyway, went to school earlier this day just to submit my thesis editting form. It pissed me off so much because the time I spent travelling from home was way longer than the time I spent in school. Yes. My house is 1 hour and 30 minutes away from school with NO TRAFFIC involved. How sad right. Damn fcuk! and this is the day I started to surf the crimson wave, which I totally hate. it kept me awake the whole night. It hurts like hell.
surfin the crimson wave - menstruating. (just in case you don't know what it is.)
Reasons why I don't like rainy season:
- It's so hassle to go out.
- The coldness makes me horny, it's not even funny.
- The gloomy weather makes me want to make love with my bed and pillows for hours.
- I don't have anyone to cuddle with! *bitter mode*
I watched the noontime variety show Wowowee while eating lunch. Just noticed that everytime I watch the show, it's like I'm watching Maalaala Mo Kaya. All the contestants were crying, missing their loved ones, telling everyone how sad, hard and painful their lives are; like how one contestant sacrificed a lot, entered different kinds of job just to give her family a better life; how she risked everything just so she can join the show and bring home the bacon. I pitied her, then suddenly...I felt bad for all the whinnings that I did before, for not being contented with the good life that I have right now, that I should be happy because I'm so much blessed. I have a complete family, shelter, food, material stuff and most especially, education.
Oh dear. *insert sad-dramatic song here*
And it's so hard to live without Mom! She's away (like I said in my previous blog entry). I realized we don't any food left in the kitchen, (since I can't cook a decent meal-->it's freakin' embarrasing I know) so I decided to do the grocery. Goodness gracious! I went to the supermarket alone...for the first time! I don't even know what to buy and where to go first, I looked like a lost kiddo. Everyone was giving me the 'what-is-she-doing-here' look. Damn. I was begging my bestfriend hannah to go and help me, but she has other plans. Thank God I survived my first grocery day alone...
And so this is a long entry. haha. Me likey!
2 comments:
Now I know why you hate going out during rainy days :D
the first time we have met each other was in gateway. that was rainy season then. i bet you felt horny. ha3, kiddin.
yer starting to grow emo, huh.
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